“Yes, I am not well at all. I am here to honor a commitment that I made. I always live up to my commitments. I am on antibiotics now,” says Rai-Bachchan moments after her performance at the Zee Cine Awards on Friday evening.
Ash says she is missing her Pa (Amitabh Bachchan) and husband Abhishek the most.
“They are in two different locations. Pa is shooting at a location outside Mumbai and Abhishek is in Italy. It would have been great had they been around me. I am definitely missing them. I so wish that they were here to watch me win this award (the Jury’s Choice for the film Guzaarish). It’s a first and I so hoped that they would have been around. But I’m sure they must’ve got to know about it by now,” smiles Rai-Bachchan.
In such stressful moments too, the actress indulges and involves with all her fans who’ve been waiting for hours to get her autograph or a picture.
“It’s the love and affection of fans in moments like these that make all the effort seem worthy. I’m aware that they wait to see me, and so small things (like being unwell) don’t matter in times like these,” she explains.
In spite of her recent film Guzaarish not doing very well at the box office, Ash has no regrets. All she wants is to be satisfied as an actress.
“My character in Guzaarish was multi-layered. Some people have appreciated it and I’ve been awarded for it. Besides, Sanjay (Leela Bhansali) has given me some of the biggest milestones of my career like Devdas and Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam. He is a director who’s never lost his faith in me. And I want to say that Guzaarish is one of the best gifts that he has given me. The rest of it doesn’t matter as I got to play someone who I’ve been waiting to play for a long time,” says the actress.
